I’m dying inside

It’s been six days since we last talked. I miss you so badly.. This feeling reminds me of the time that I was crying so hard for my first love begging him to come back. I hate this feeling. I hate being ignored and not knowing how to contact you. I heard your voice for the first time today when I called your mom. It brought me so much joy. I cannot explain how many tears I’ve shed because of how much I miss you. I know that I just went on a vacation but every silent moment that I have for myself, I think of you. I try to distract myself as much as I can to forget about you but it’s hard.. It hurts my heart so much thinking you of all people would make me feel this way again.. :(

I hope and pray that you’re doing well.. I hope you’re not talking to anyone else :( It breaks my heart so much whenever I think about these things… Thinking about you talking to another woman just hurts me so much. 

I wish we’re back to how we were.. I miss your good morning texts.. I miss watching you eat and watching you throw a kiss at me on the screen.. I don’t know if this is the end of this..

You know what they say about a man ignoring a woman? They said he’s no longer interested..

If you’te not interested anymore,please free me from this pain. 

Know that whatever you decide on, I will always love you even from afar.

I love you tetebuts. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.